Chapter 2 - Spin The Bottle - Frerard

15th June 2005

Ray, Mikey, Gerard and I entered the cinema and bought four tickets for "The White Shark" though Mikey didn't want to watch the movie. I pushed my black-dyed fringe out of my eyes and tried to pull it behind my right ear, but it fell back. I heard Gee's giggle behind me. He's probably laughing about my hair problem. We all bought some popcorn and coke.

We went into the hall and walked to our seats in the eighth row. Gee sat left to me, Mikey right to me, Ray next to Mikey. Mikey pulled his legs up to his chest and Ray giggled about his reaction to the start of the movie.

After about half of the movie I felt something touch my thigh. I peeked down from the corners of my eyes and saw a hand lying there. My glance followed the arm the hand belonged to and saw Gerard. I pretended to not know what was going on. I wanted to know what he was going to do if I didn't stop him.

He moved his hand up and down my thigh. 'Why did that turn me on?' I wondered.

Suddenly he stopped, leaned over to me and whispered "I'm getting bored of the movie. Wonna come with me and smoke a cigarette?" He knew I wasn't able to resist a cigarette.

We passed Mikey and Ray when we got out.

"Where are you guys going?" Ray asked.

"Just out for a cig." Gee answered. Ray nodded at us and continued looking at the screen.

We stood in front of the cinema and Gerard looked at me while we both smoked our cigarettes.

"Frank? I need to tell you something but you have to promise you won't tell anyone else. Not even Mikey, okay?" Gerard's serious tone made me a bit nervous. I nodded. "You really don't tell anyone? I don't want to risk our friendship because of that..."

"What do you want to tell me? You can trust me. I'll keep your secret, whatever it is. I promise."

He sighed. "Okay. I gonna tell you." He walked closer, took a deep breath and whispered in my ear. "I like you."

"I know. Why would we be friends if you didn't like me?" I asked.

"That's not the point. I mean that I like you more than just a friend. What I want to say is that I..."

The cinema door opened and Mikey, Ray and another guy walked out and headed to us.

"Hey guys. Gee, Frank, this is Bob." Ray instructed us and the new boy waved his hand.

"Hi." he just said.

"Wonna come to the bar with us, Bob?" Mikey asked. Bob nodded.

"So what did you want to say before we got so rudely interrupted?" I asked right after they left.

Gerard got red like a tomato. "Erm... I wanted t-to say t-that I'm h-having a c-crush... on you." The last part was hardly hearable. He turned and ran away in the direction of the park. I was in a light shock.

After about a minute my shock was gone and I decided to run after him. Short time later I found him sitting on the Mary-Go-Round.

"Gee?" I said as I reached him. I sat down next to him and pulled him into a hug. He tried to pull away but I didn't let him go. After half a minute he gave up and started crying. I laid down on the Mary-Go-Round, pulling him down too. Gerard put his hand on my hip. 'Why the hell did I like that?' I let out a quiet moan but I was quite sure he would hear me. He looked up at me with a questioning look.

"You don't reject me for touching you like this?" he asked surprised, moving his hand between my legs, squeezing lightly. I gasped.

"I won't reject you, Gee." I whispered.

He moved his hand inside my pants, squeezing again, making me gasp again. He turned so he was sitting on top of me, still rubbing my cock. He wanted to unbutton my skinny jeans but I refused.

"Gee, that goes too far. I'm just fourteen! I don't want to do THAT already."

He looked at me disappointed. I looked down to his cock. He was really hard. I looked in his eyes which were sparkling from lust.

"I-I'll give you a p-promise, okay? Let's wait 'til I'm s-sixteen. If you still want to do IT I'll do it with you. I won't have sex with anybody else. I'll keep it for you. Honestly, I like you too. More than just a normal friend..." I whispered.

Suddenly Gerard's phone rang. He pulled it out of his pocket and answered.

"Yeah? What's up Mikes? ... I'm in the park at the playground. ... Yeah, Frank's here too. ... Don't worry bro. Bye." He skipped the conversation. "Mikey's worried. Ray and Bob are drunk and he asked me to come over with you and help to get them home." We both sat up.

"We better go then." I said.

Suddenly Gee kissed my cheek and I blushed. "Should we tell the others?" he asked.

"No. I don't want to get public with this that soon. It'd be better if they find out themselves. Let's just continue life like nothing happened. I'm not saying that I didn't like all you did today. I liked it when you rubbed my thigh in the cinema and everything else you did... Specially the kiss." I whispered the last part.

He grabbed my chin and pulled my head closer. His beautiful green eyes sparkled of lust. Suddenly he pressed his lips against mine. 'My first kiss. I've been waiting so long for this to happen.' I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed back. We both enjoyed the kiss which I knew because of his massive boner. He pushed his tongue against my lower lip, forcing me to open my mouth. His tongue explored my mouth. After about half a minute I pushed his tongue out of my mouth, forcing mine into his mouth. His mouth tasted of Starbucks coffee and cigarettes.

Suddenly there was the noise of somebody clearing his throat behind Gerard. We stared at each other frozen in the kiss. I risked a peek at the person behind Gee. I pulled away from Gee's mouth.

"Erm... Mikey. It's not what it looks like." I said and blushed. Gerard turned to face his younger brother.

"Really? What is it then? You two were kissing..." He looked down at both of us and added "And you both liked it. Don't try to lie to me. It's obvious. Gee, you should have told me that you're gay. I'm not saying that I UNDERSTAND your feelings for another guy but I would have ACCEPTED you."

"Please don't tell the others." Gee begged.

"Okay, I won't tell, but only because I don't want to be known as the brother of a faggot. You two know how they treated Susan, right? Just because her brother was gay. She committed suicide last month. I don't want to end up hanging down a tree."

"Let's just continue our lives like nothing happened and ignore the fact that Gee and I were kissing... and stuff." The last part was only a whisper.

Both of them agreed. We left the playground and went back to Ray and Bob.

We carried them to the Way brothers' house and placed both on the couches. Mikey went to his room to go to bed. I followed Gee to his basement bedroom. 'Thank God he has a big bed.' He stripped down to his boxers and crawled into the bed. I did the same and cuddled into his chest. We fell asleep like this.